igen. megint a szaténszál. after után is ez volt. aztán szenvedés. majd boldogság. i would like to be happy. but i can't or.. not. it's a stupid stuff. i'm happy but i depressed sometimes. i would like to be your lover. i love you! baby, you are stupid or i don't know.. can't see it?? i totally fucking love you and i miss you too much.. i need alcohol.. i need cigarette.. i need drug. but that thing which i need in fact.. it's you. cause you are the one. i don't know.. nem tudom miért angolul. úgy személytelenebbnek tűnik. i should have a shover. i love it. cause it's hot and i can be alone. in that times i'm nobody. maybe there isn't anybody. i'm not there. i'm somewhere another place. i am here without you. but i think if you'll come back.. maybe i'll still be alone. i don't know the words. but i don't care. it's too easy. i won't see you and i'll forget you. but the only problem is.. i don't want to forget you!!! what should i do?
i think it will be better tomorrow.. with friends..
and i'm so sorry for my stupid things.. i will be better.. tomorrow. i need more times..
össze fogom rakni magam. csak valami nagyon elromlott itt belül. de ma könnyebb volt. és egyre könnyebb lesz. és mégis él a remény.... nem. nem keresek mást. nekem nem kell semmi. talán ő kell. makacs vagyok. de senki más. csak tubák..